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Thursday, March 29, 2012


          feel hard to walk.even move.the burden that i thought would be lighter seems getting heavier. if i were swimming in the sea,im not going to move forward but DOWNWARD and its call diving not swimming.diving till i reach the floor of the blue in the end out of oxygen and burried in it.everything i've planned does not go the way i want it to be.well not all of it,but most of it. its my fault,cant change what i suppose to fault. if i continue goes this way,i would never be back in the light,i saw my self being shadowed by my own shadow and the path of the darkness approaching,both of us are approaching to each other.

           i pissed myself off.trying to hurt myself smashing everything,punch the wall that nobody should punch.if i tell anyone about my problem they would tell me,i have to solve the problem in order to get out from the mess.but that is my big problem,sometimes i intend to leave the problem alone,but me myself is worrying about it,and choose to do giving myself excuses without even trying i always did that and it always put me in trouble,sometimes big trouble.

           today i feel like to stay at my room doing nothing,stay quiet as i can dont want to talk to much and watching movie which is the other side of the world(movie world) so i wont be inside of my world the real world.speechless out of the done writting.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012


arghhhhh... what a day,my day suddenly turned upside down,when i found out that my hair wax got stolen!!! hey you thief of wax,why you even bother bought yourself  a ticket to hell by stealing my hair wax??? i've used half of it,and you still want to steal it? what kind of thief are you actually? you really pissed me off. tension!!! how am i going to go out from my house without any wax on,i cant go to lecture with messy hair!!! damn you thief. why dont consider a little bit,PTPTN are not yet deposited into my account...  SOB SOB... T.T

Wednesday, March 7, 2012


i wont talk about my ex here in my blog,i dont want and i wont.except for this one.


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