LOVE is not just 1+1=2

I learnt these. You will learn it though. love is not gonna talks for you. It is you gonna talks for love. Know what? There is a person who are really prepared for a big commitment but there is also a person who are not prepared for it. Thus, they walks away and waits till time is right.

                You can always say you are in love. But the word itself it is not gonna work. I bet you know that. You just have to know what to do once you started a relationship otherwise it would just like, you bought yourself a car but you do not know how to drive a car. You see my point there? These are the reasons why a person cant just start a relationship just like that.

and there are peoples who dont know
what to do when they got the love

                One, will look at himself, especially a guy. Look at what he got, does he already fulfilled the need to start a relationship? This need will be different depends on the person itself. You woman, might says, what a bloody fool excuse, but you barely knows guys has ego. Sometimes it is bigger than the universe. Just tell me, what do you feel when a small thing that your beloved girlfriend wants but you cant get it for her? Wouldn’t his ego, dignity, credibility and what so on he got would crushed, sinks into the depth of sea, it is pitch black down there you know. That’s why, when the needs are fulfilled,they wont have to worry they would let you down, his love.

                Guys, love is not as simple as it looks like, consists of only four alphabets. What a simple word. But lies in there, millions of things that you would never imagine, beyond your imagination, expectation and preparation. Therefore, I would say. You, anyone who already started a relationship, envy is what I should describe as my feeling right now cause you are doing one of the most big things in mankind civilization.

COMFORT ZONE (KILLS)

It’s been a long time since my last post posted. Right now I’m writing (typing) with a slow pace accompany by my hot tea on my left and penakut by Yuna wandering around my ears.

                So, to break the silent thoroughly, this semester I managed to get rid mostly of my comfort zone. Comfort zone really bad for us, too much time spent in the comfort zone will just kill all of your senses slowly till you are not aware with what is going on around you. all your senses are getting numb. almost happen to me last semester. The feel of being in the comfort zone for a long time is like you are undergoing the process to be zombified. when your friends keeps telling you, “come to your sense!” that’s mean you are on the last stage to be zombified.

                The bad thing when you are in your comfort zone (CZ), you would not or could not care of the other things since you are in your CZ. You are in your CZ and you would do anything like a boss. You are not going to do the tasks that you were assigned for or maybe you are doing it, but doing it slowly like a boss. You started to thinks “who cares if didn’t do my job, I’m resting, so let me enjoy my precious time”

King Of Nothing

                CZ Is just like the other world for you, the world where you are the boss and you are the king. The best thing in the CZ is the time is passing slowly, like 2 or 3 times slower from the local time that allows you to enjoy every minutes of your precious time in the CZ. But, unfortunately it will drowned you in time. Time passing slowly but indeed fast when you are out of your CZ. “I just got rested for 2 days, it’s not enough” complains.

                CZ is a drug. Take it less and you will not addicted to it. You take more, you will asks for more. That’s the horror fact of CZ nice and warm but deadly.

nice one.

                

your pathway

sometimes a girl will just make your straight path...

became a labyrinth...

its okay if she's helping you out,if not... you know better...

Stop It PLEASE...

What happen nowadays? Child abuse,and even now baby abuse? I know its not a new thing. I don’t know where they got such a cold heart to torture the child, the baby?! Urgh… kinda angry when I heard and saw the picture of the kids being abused. What I cant bear the most is not the anger but the,erm…I don’t know how to describe the feeling where you feel really sorry with the kids, feel really sad,cant even have a heart to look at the picture of the kids even listening to people talking how bad the kids being abused,tortured! They are just to small,to bear the pain!!! Feels like wanna crying… im thinking,how the baby crying out so loud to tell them to stop torturing them,they cant even talk to tell you to stop!!! You are really out of your mind! You are not human,not even an inch of your body should be called as human!

Pictures and videos being posted in FB. Im sorry,but those who posted those things,are an idiot! I know,you are trying to deed a good thing.spreading the news,trying to what? Open wide peoples eyes not to do the same thing? Yeah,its so nice of you… but,the picture of the baby,with a bad wounds,bruises… its just too cruel to watch! The most stupid of the stupid posted a video,that’s more cruel and painful to watch!!! * im not watching. Just spread the news in writing. Its more than enough for us,or for ME.  Sorry , what I think of you people who posted those things on Fb or twitter? You are just an ATTENTION SEEKER! Trying to tell people that you are good as angel up above the sky by using that poor little abused baby! Shame on you!

I have one little brother,around 2 years old. i love him so much. I cant even lay my hand on him. He just a little boy,sweet little boy. Who cry when he scare,when he need you… cry when he need a hug. They are such trouble maker sometimes,but do you cook your own food when you are 2 years old? flushed the toilet on your own? Staying alone at home without anyone keep an eye on you? You are just the same as the baby when you are a baby! Then, what is the point for doing those things? Hurmmm… I feel much better right now. Say NO to child abuse.

A Lesson In Psychology

1.When A Person Laughs 2 Much Even On Stupid Things,Be Sure That Person Is Sad Deep Inside.
2.When A Person Sleeps Alot, Be Sure Dat Person Is Lonely.
3.When A Person Talks Less, And If He Talks,He Talks Fast Then It Means That Person Keeps Secrets.
4.When Someone Can't Cry Then That Person Is Weak.
5.When Someone Eats In Abnormal Way Then That Person Is In Tension.
6.When Someone Cry On Little Things Then It Means He Is Innocent & Soft Hearted.
7.When Someone Gets Angry On Silly Or Small Things It Means He Is In Love.

erm...no.1,2,3,5, & 7. i did those frequently lately especially no 1 & 2.but no.7? doesnt it means that he/she is in depression? i get angry easily on silly and small things sometimes,even angry with myself. ok,thats what we call psychotic.

psycho cat XD

INTENSITY

          feel hard to walk.even move.the burden that i thought would be lighter seems getting heavier. if i were swimming in the sea,im not going to move forward but DOWNWARD and its call diving not swimming.diving till i reach the floor of the blue in the end out of oxygen and burried in it.everything i've planned does not go the way i want it to be.well not all of it,but most of it. its my fault,cant change what i suppose to change.my fault. if i continue goes this way,i would never be back in the light,i saw my self being shadowed by my own shadow and the path of the darkness approaching,both of us are approaching to each other.

           i pissed myself off.trying to hurt myself smashing everything,punch the wall that nobody should punch.if i tell anyone about my problem they would tell me,i have to solve the problem in order to get out from the mess.but that is my big problem,sometimes i intend to leave the problem alone,but me myself is worrying about it,and choose to do nothing.im giving myself excuses without even trying i always did that and it always put me in trouble,sometimes big trouble.

           today i feel like to stay at my room doing nothing,stay quiet as i can dont want to talk to much and watching movie which is the other side of the world(movie world) so i wont be inside of my world the real world.speechless out of the blue.im done writting.

TENSION!!!

arghhhhh... what a day,my day suddenly turned upside down,when i found out that my hair wax got stolen!!! hey you thief of wax,why you even bother bought yourself  a ticket to hell by stealing my hair wax??? i've used half of it,and you still want to steal it? what kind of thief are you actually? you really pissed me off. tension!!! how am i going to go out from my house without any wax on,i cant go to lecture with messy hair!!! damn you thief. why dont consider a little bit,PTPTN are not yet deposited into my account...  SOB SOB... T.T

P/S

i wont talk about my ex here in my blog,i dont want and i wont.except for this one.

RANDOM

be careful with your words guys... :)