Stop It PLEASE...

What happen nowadays? Child abuse,and even now baby abuse? I know its not a new thing. I don’t know where they got such a cold heart to torture the child, the baby?! Urgh… kinda angry when I heard and saw the picture of the kids being abused. What I cant bear the most is not the anger but the,erm…I don’t know how to describe the feeling where you feel really sorry with the kids, feel really sad,cant even have a heart to look at the picture of the kids even listening to people talking how bad the kids being abused,tortured! They are just to small,to bear the pain!!! Feels like wanna crying… im thinking,how the baby crying out so loud to tell them to stop torturing them,they cant even talk to tell you to stop!!! You are really out of your mind! You are not human,not even an inch of your body should be called as human!

Pictures and videos being posted in FB. Im sorry,but those who posted those things,are an idiot! I know,you are trying to deed a good thing.spreading the news,trying to what? Open wide peoples eyes not to do the same thing? Yeah,its so nice of you… but,the picture of the baby,with a bad wounds,bruises… its just too cruel to watch! The most stupid of the stupid posted a video,that’s more cruel and painful to watch!!! * im not watching. Just spread the news in writing. Its more than enough for us,or for ME.  Sorry , what I think of you people who posted those things on Fb or twitter? You are just an ATTENTION SEEKER! Trying to tell people that you are good as angel up above the sky by using that poor little abused baby! Shame on you!

I have one little brother,around 2 years old. i love him so much. I cant even lay my hand on him. He just a little boy,sweet little boy. Who cry when he scare,when he need you… cry when he need a hug. They are such trouble maker sometimes,but do you cook your own food when you are 2 years old? flushed the toilet on your own? Staying alone at home without anyone keep an eye on you? You are just the same as the baby when you are a baby! Then, what is the point for doing those things? Hurmmm… I feel much better right now. Say NO to child abuse.

A Lesson In Psychology

1.When A Person Laughs 2 Much Even On Stupid Things,Be Sure That Person Is Sad Deep Inside.
2.When A Person Sleeps Alot, Be Sure Dat Person Is Lonely.
3.When A Person Talks Less, And If He Talks,He Talks Fast Then It Means That Person Keeps Secrets.
4.When Someone Can't Cry Then That Person Is Weak.
5.When Someone Eats In Abnormal Way Then That Person Is In Tension.
6.When Someone Cry On Little Things Then It Means He Is Innocent & Soft Hearted.
7.When Someone Gets Angry On Silly Or Small Things It Means He Is In Love.

erm...no.1,2,3,5, & 7. i did those frequently lately especially no 1 & 2.but no.7? doesnt it means that he/she is in depression? i get angry easily on silly and small things sometimes,even angry with myself. ok,thats what we call psychotic.

psycho cat XD

INTENSITY

          feel hard to walk.even move.the burden that i thought would be lighter seems getting heavier. if i were swimming in the sea,im not going to move forward but DOWNWARD and its call diving not swimming.diving till i reach the floor of the blue in the end out of oxygen and burried in it.everything i've planned does not go the way i want it to be.well not all of it,but most of it. its my fault,cant change what i suppose to change.my fault. if i continue goes this way,i would never be back in the light,i saw my self being shadowed by my own shadow and the path of the darkness approaching,both of us are approaching to each other.

           i pissed myself off.trying to hurt myself smashing everything,punch the wall that nobody should punch.if i tell anyone about my problem they would tell me,i have to solve the problem in order to get out from the mess.but that is my big problem,sometimes i intend to leave the problem alone,but me myself is worrying about it,and choose to do nothing.im giving myself excuses without even trying i always did that and it always put me in trouble,sometimes big trouble.

           today i feel like to stay at my room doing nothing,stay quiet as i can dont want to talk to much and watching movie which is the other side of the world(movie world) so i wont be inside of my world the real world.speechless out of the blue.im done writting.

TENSION!!!

arghhhhh... what a day,my day suddenly turned upside down,when i found out that my hair wax got stolen!!! hey you thief of wax,why you even bother bought yourself  a ticket to hell by stealing my hair wax??? i've used half of it,and you still want to steal it? what kind of thief are you actually? you really pissed me off. tension!!! how am i going to go out from my house without any wax on,i cant go to lecture with messy hair!!! damn you thief. why dont consider a little bit,PTPTN are not yet deposited into my account...  SOB SOB... T.T